The deck is all too quiet.   It misses you.

 Sarah,
Tonight, as every night, I say goodnight to you and thank the moon for watching over you as you sleep.  It's bedtime here at home, but for you, dawn is approaching and a new day will soon begin.

You'd be proud of me.  I'm OK.  I seem to take shorter breaths and my stomach is a bit tied in knots, but I'm OK.  I hope you're OK, too. I think being OK is pretty good for right now.

I LOVE my CD's.  

Big Brother final 5-  The Bombsquad, including, Derrick ( the mastermind and possibly the best player ever to play the game),  Cody (Had to wear a dinosaur suit for a week and is just the guys' best bud), Caleb ( still weird, but getting famous for his Beastmode persona.  He believes he is the mastermind, but he's not) and, of course, Frankie (the squad has been trying to get rid of him for two weeks but he won both veto competitions) and, finally, the 5th, and possibly the biggest floater  in Big Brother history....Victoria!  This week is the finale.  I will keep you posted.

Smora is getting attention from each of us. She's been staying close.

I have decided to wear Angel perfume again.  It reminds me of you.

Project Runway:

This week's challenge was to create a gown for a gala using the Charles James, Draping gowns exhibition at the New York Met of Art.  Remember that?  I appreciated the gowns much more after watching the episode.

Ready or Not, Here Comes Change, is my all time favorite piece i've ever read of yours.  It's  beautifully written, and i felt you invited me in into your heart and soul for a moment.  Thank you so much for leaving that to us.

Love, Mom

*make each day matter*